Personal Entry #13

It's been so long since my last post. I said I wanted to use this blog to improve my writing skills but I didn't write anything at all, since last year.

I've been good, busy, bored, sick, uncaring, depressive(?), and everything in between. Not really a great lifestyle, but fine in the end.

I've got some new and good friends on fb. At least it seems that way. I hope one day we can meet and be crazy together. But until then, I'll just keep going.

Note to self: I probably should start working out again. I'm getting fatter...

Personal Entry #12

I noticed that when I talk about horror movies with friends, surprisingly I do have friends in real life, I’m more like the weird guy who thinks that a fake-looking death is awesome.
Well, excuse me, but I do find quite amusing how old horror movies were made and recorded. That fake eyeball hanging out of the fake face while being impaled by a serial killer/ghost/whatever-float-your-boat thing is better than all this new realistic sci-fi naked busty girl on cam while I get to see the scene as if I where the killer and apparently can’t actually see anything because it fucking moves quite a lot.

Yeah, I prefer Night of the Living Dead rather than this new Shitty horror movies. I’m sorry if I also prefer watching the first Scream and I know what you did last summer (or whatever the English name is) rather than all this new killers who are obviously more smart but the damn camera work and then the 90 minutes of sex plus naked people plus dialogues consisting of just “fuck”, “fuck me”, “yes!” “Harder” and “no”, “stop” and a long scream in between and actually 20 minutes of jump moments and then 10 minutes of gore and then the credits.

Yes, I’m sorry for being a weird guy who prefers old horror movies. It was… Actually horror and deaths.

Thank you for trying XXI century, but horror movies aren’t your thing.

Personal Entry #11

So, it didn't pass much time since the last post, right?

I don't have much to tell, if you don't count that I was sick the past week, of course.

I'm a very sick person, I know, I mean like 2 weeks a go, I was also sick but, well... 

This time I really got sick. I don't remember a time when I get this sick. Well, if you count that pretty much I don't remember when I was about to die when I was really young. 

So, let's say this is like the third time I almost die... But didn't. 

The first one, I don't remember, but my parents do. I got an asthma attack and I almost don't make it. The second time happened when I was, maybe, around 17-19 years old. I can't really remember, I was in my bed sleeping when suddenly I couldn't breathe. I had my inhalator close at that time and I almost die again, but didn't. And again, 2 nights ago, thanks to this really bad cold. I ended up in the hospital at around 2 or 3 in the morning. I could come back home, but I couldn't quite sleep well so I ended up falling asleep at around 4 am; I almost die -again- but I didn't.

While being in the hospital, it made me realize that, maybe the reason why I hate hospitals is because my asthma and because it makes me remember about my imminent death. Or maybe it's the smell of all those medicines and alcohol that makes me remember the taste/smell of my own medicine and alcohol... But then again, at times, I just want to enroll to the med school and become a doctor.

Doctors have great checks... And houses and cars... And... Maybe I just want to study medicine for the wrong cause... Or maybe not...

Anyway, I just wanted to write about something... I'm a lot better now, if any was wondering. 

This is the end of this Entry! Till the next one!

Personal Entry #10

Even though I said to myself that I will write and update this blog often, in the end I didn't... I feel bad for that and I apologize to whoever check this blog!

Things happened, things I don't want to talk about. Only thing I'm gonna say is that my aunt is gonna have a surgery soon... We, the family, feel so anxious about that...

Also apparently my money problems came back... I thought I was better but nope, I'm still struggling. I used to buy a few AKB48G merchandise once or even twice a year, it's been more than 1 year since I bought Acchan's Photobook...

Anyway, tomorrow -more like later- I will be going to an event from work. I'm gonna be outside the office but I hope the cloudy weather stays, without rain of course, without too much sun...

Because its been raining like hell lately!

What else...

Regarding AKB48, Kojizaka46 song was announced! The group conformed by AKB48 Kojima Haruna and 16 members from Nogizaka46 -who is actually AKB's rival- was "announced" during Janken Tournament last month, when Kojiharu suddenly came to the stage dressed Ngzk46 style and a big flag in her first match agains Ikoma Rina, who has double position in AKB48 and Nogizaka46. With that said, the new song will be included in AKB48 latest single and the title is.... "Kaze no Rasen"! Can't wait to listen to it!

Here some pictures of Kojizaka46 first performance during Nogizaka46 handshake event!

And well to close this post I will say that I was shocked with NMB48 Yamada Nana graduation announcement! I'm glad and proud that she could talk and smile at the same time! She didn't cry as the other graduated members did when they announced it. And all ended as I it was part of the MC part. I'm glad that se finally have a dream that she wants it to come true! I'm supporting her forever!

And that's the most relevant things from this week! I will try to update more often I promise! Even just one line or anything I will try! 

Personal Entry #9

I will post what happened on my weekend in a few days or when I feel better... 

I'm sick, I feel like shit, but I still wanted to write something. I have a few things to write about (fics) and about my past days, they were fun and something bad happened.

But, as I said, I will write about it later!

In another news! The Janken Tournament was held on Wednesday. I was expecting that Takamina will win as she promised! But to come out as Tokyo Tower made my day!

  

Then we got Kojizaka46! Vs Ikoma-chan! Omg that face she got over there while she watched her friends on Kojiharu side was priceless!

Many other things happened, many great things happened and at the end it was Kojiharu vs Milky! Epic Battle, I tell you! EPIC!

Even though I wanted Kojiharu to win, I'm glad that she lost! She later said,on ANN (All Night Nippon, AKB48 radio show), that if she had won she would have announced her graduation! So I'm relieved, I hope she can stay there until AKB48 10th anniversary!

And I don't mind that Milky won!!! I'm glad, because her scandal totally destroyed her. And many fans left her. A solo debut!!!! Hell yeah!!!

And after the Janken, the new senbatsu line was announced!! For the 38th single! That will be released this November, 26!

And it will be a wCenter!!! And guess what?! HKT/AKB Miyawaki Sakura is center!! Along Mayuyu! How great is that, you must ask. It's REALLY GREAT AND AWESOME!

The new Senbatsu line is also great! new faces everywhere!

And that's all I'm gonna say for now! I will update in a few days! Stay tuned!! 

Bonus:

Personal Entry #8

Well, I'm pretty much done with my work, still need to do a few things, but the hardest part is done.

I'm glad, because we are going to have another event tomorrow and we're going to be really busy. I feel more relaxed. 

Still having the dizziness whenever I make a sudden movement or look down and then back up too quickly. I wonder what it is.

Anyway I'm writing this on off-hours, still at work. Just finished with everything. Tomorrow is gonna be another day. 

I really want to watch the concert I downloaded last night!! Plus I still have to download the rest discs! I can't wait!

Personal Entry #7

Tonight the moon is big and shinning. Like really big, it makes me remember to those rare times when me and my family, along relatives, used to be at the beach. I personally remember this huge house they had, 2 stores, there was no light and the few light we had was from a machine (I don't know how to say it in English right now), but at times, we stayed up till late at night, really late, probably 3 or 4 am; and the gasoline of the machine finished and we were left in pure darkness all alone. It was quite great you know? The moon, as big and shinning as tonight, the light was so bright that we didn't really care, the moonlight was all we needed. There were no wifi or 3G on phones at that time, so listening to the laugh and the adults talking, the sounds of the nature along with the waves of the sea crashing against the sand, it was amazing, it made me feel at peace. 

I really miss those days. And since that night at that particular day and house, one of my dreams was to have a house near the sea. I don't need Internet or any fancy stuff, just want to be at peace again.

Probably, I will be able to buy or rent one soon. I hope I can finish this debt with the bank I have! I have to pay still a huge amount of money though... But I'm sure I will soon finish it.

I want to have this house so in holidays me and family, specially my parents and sister, can have good times, away from this, small and calm, city life. 

It's fun to remember, I get sad though. But it's all good.

By the way, I didn't go to the hospital. I felt a bit better today, still a bit of dizziness but not as much as before. I believe that, by tomorrow, it will be gone. I still have lots to do at work and I wanted to sleep early, as always, but I got entertained by some Idols. 

Just now I finished downloading, the first 2 discs, of an AKB48 concert. An old one.

But I will talk about my life + Idols soon, when I get time to write my story. That is LONG. Especially, when it involves AKB48 Group.

Anyway, I'll leave a bad picture of the moon tonight! Blame my iPod for the bad quality, I want to try and buy a better camera. But soon! (It's already in my to-do list):

Personal Entry #6

It's been a hard weekend and start of the week. I've been really busy and on Sunday I got a headache, along with the dizziness. I've been moody and well, I really feel bad.

Today I got some sort of event at work, but I had to be outside under the sun and hot weather almost during the whole day. While I still felt dizzy, it was hell, I tell ya.

Also I sort of got injured and now my ankle also hurts... Still feeling dizzy. My neck hurts too. And I still feel like killing someone...

I have this dizziness since this Sunday so, if it doesn't go away by tomorrow, I will go to the hospital and get a check.

I hate hospitals...

A pic from today's hard work:

And because I want to see something pretty in my blog, I'll leave more Acchan (Maeda Atsuko): 

Personal Entry #5

Well, I couldn't post anything yesterday, but basically, my day was full of work. Literally, all day.

Anyway, yesterday was a really boring day. Well, normally, all my days are busy and boring but well...

Today was a relative funny and boring day. There was this meaningless meeting, nothing really important to be honest, most of the meeting I was spacing out and/or talking with some of my coworkers. The funny part is that one of them, who I speak often, went to see some things, me and my other coworker were waiting for her to come back, when someone offered us a lift to the place of the meeting, so we called her and my other coworker told us that she was near. It took her, maybe, 15 minutes to reach where we were, she was laughing, she grabbed her handbag and then we went to the meeting.

She later told us that she tried to run, but because she was wearing a really high heels, she couldn't, and instead of running and move faster, she sort of ended jumping in the same place; and so, she decided then to take off her heels and run barefoot. Imagining her like that was funny.

The meeting didn't take too long, like an hour or a little bit more than that. We were given the day off and  came back home. Since my aunt's house is the same block, just 5-6 houses away from mine, I decided to give her a visit, she was in a bit of  bad health. We spoke for a while and I spend like another hour there.

Arriving home, I talked with mom, I decided to watch a movie... But I fell asleep!! She woke me up, since I was in a very odd position on the couch, in the living room, and I went to my room and in bed I continued sleeping.

After eating and taking a shower we went out. I was supposed to be working but instead I was sleeping and going out. Anyway, we bought some plants and after that, we took my sister to a sort of fair. We had fun there and mom and dad laughed for a while.

All good, all good!

And so, that was my full day! Now I'm really tired and I don't even want to work on my papers... I'll procrastinate and do it tomorrow, seriously. I'm really lazy.

Personal Entry #4

So, it's past 1 am and I finally am going to sleep! I've been working more than 12 hours! I'm seriously considering going to Japan and work there, they're so workaholics like me! Let's have some fun and work!

But, seriously, I'm tired and my back sort of hurts, and it's like my second day at work after my vacation leave ended, pretty sucks being me right now...

On the good side... I'm kidding, there's no good side.

I already finished like, what? Maybe 30 to 40 percent of my entire paperwork. So, yaay for me!

From here on, my posts will be sort of like this... I might also add some funny things that happen tomorrow or something.

Anyway this is boring, I know, and I'm also tired so, time to sleep!

I will work hard tomorrow -later- too! If I wake up on time of course...