Personal Entry #12

I noticed that when I talk about horror movies with friends, surprisingly I do have friends in real life, I’m more like the weird guy who thinks that a fake-looking death is awesome.
Well, excuse me, but I do find quite amusing how old horror movies were made and recorded. That fake eyeball hanging out of the fake face while being impaled by a serial killer/ghost/whatever-float-your-boat thing is better than all this new realistic sci-fi naked busty girl on cam while I get to see the scene as if I where the killer and apparently can’t actually see anything because it fucking moves quite a lot.

Yeah, I prefer Night of the Living Dead rather than this new Shitty horror movies. I’m sorry if I also prefer watching the first Scream and I know what you did last summer (or whatever the English name is) rather than all this new killers who are obviously more smart but the damn camera work and then the 90 minutes of sex plus naked people plus dialogues consisting of just “fuck”, “fuck me”, “yes!” “Harder” and “no”, “stop” and a long scream in between and actually 20 minutes of jump moments and then 10 minutes of gore and then the credits.

Yes, I’m sorry for being a weird guy who prefers old horror movies. It was… Actually horror and deaths.

Thank you for trying XXI century, but horror movies aren’t your thing.

Personal Entry #11

So, it didn't pass much time since the last post, right?

I don't have much to tell, if you don't count that I was sick the past week, of course.

I'm a very sick person, I know, I mean like 2 weeks a go, I was also sick but, well... 

This time I really got sick. I don't remember a time when I get this sick. Well, if you count that pretty much I don't remember when I was about to die when I was really young. 

So, let's say this is like the third time I almost die... But didn't. 

The first one, I don't remember, but my parents do. I got an asthma attack and I almost don't make it. The second time happened when I was, maybe, around 17-19 years old. I can't really remember, I was in my bed sleeping when suddenly I couldn't breathe. I had my inhalator close at that time and I almost die again, but didn't. And again, 2 nights ago, thanks to this really bad cold. I ended up in the hospital at around 2 or 3 in the morning. I could come back home, but I couldn't quite sleep well so I ended up falling asleep at around 4 am; I almost die -again- but I didn't.

While being in the hospital, it made me realize that, maybe the reason why I hate hospitals is because my asthma and because it makes me remember about my imminent death. Or maybe it's the smell of all those medicines and alcohol that makes me remember the taste/smell of my own medicine and alcohol... But then again, at times, I just want to enroll to the med school and become a doctor.

Doctors have great checks... And houses and cars... And... Maybe I just want to study medicine for the wrong cause... Or maybe not...

Anyway, I just wanted to write about something... I'm a lot better now, if any was wondering. 

This is the end of this Entry! Till the next one!

Personal Entry #10

Even though I said to myself that I will write and update this blog often, in the end I didn't... I feel bad for that and I apologize to whoever check this blog!

Things happened, things I don't want to talk about. Only thing I'm gonna say is that my aunt is gonna have a surgery soon... We, the family, feel so anxious about that...

Also apparently my money problems came back... I thought I was better but nope, I'm still struggling. I used to buy a few AKB48G merchandise once or even twice a year, it's been more than 1 year since I bought Acchan's Photobook...

Anyway, tomorrow -more like later- I will be going to an event from work. I'm gonna be outside the office but I hope the cloudy weather stays, without rain of course, without too much sun...

Because its been raining like hell lately!

What else...

Regarding AKB48, Kojizaka46 song was announced! The group conformed by AKB48 Kojima Haruna and 16 members from Nogizaka46 -who is actually AKB's rival- was "announced" during Janken Tournament last month, when Kojiharu suddenly came to the stage dressed Ngzk46 style and a big flag in her first match agains Ikoma Rina, who has double position in AKB48 and Nogizaka46. With that said, the new song will be included in AKB48 latest single and the title is.... "Kaze no Rasen"! Can't wait to listen to it!

Here some pictures of Kojizaka46 first performance during Nogizaka46 handshake event!

And well to close this post I will say that I was shocked with NMB48 Yamada Nana graduation announcement! I'm glad and proud that she could talk and smile at the same time! She didn't cry as the other graduated members did when they announced it. And all ended as I it was part of the MC part. I'm glad that se finally have a dream that she wants it to come true! I'm supporting her forever!

And that's the most relevant things from this week! I will try to update more often I promise! Even just one line or anything I will try!